I want my mom to let me stay home from school tomorrow cause I can’t deal with anything. I see and I die inside. I see other people and die even more. I can’t please anyone. Everything just brings more hurt. I can’t anymore. I’ve been having constant panic attacks and hyperventilating and nothing helps.

Done with tumblr. I’ll let my queue take over and I’m taking a break tonight.

Anonymous asked: Who is this other girl you mentioned?

I SWEAR TO GOD HE IS GOING TO SEE ALL OF THESE MESSAGES AND GET SUPER PISSED AND TEXT ME AND BE LIKE “WHAT THE FUCK MELINA” OH MY GOD GUYZ STOP IT RIGHT NOW.

Anonymous asked: Doll face I have followed you for a while and I can tell you want him. Just talk to him.

I don’t even talk to him. He won’t let me.

Anonymous asked: What is your favorite color?

FUCK YOU.
I mean….. Orange. I only get ANONS when I have issues or I’m suicidal. Means a lot guys.

Anonymous asked: What does that post mean that you made earlier about how you love picking her over me?

I don’t wanna talk about it. My rants are not meant to be read literally. Like gawd. Lemme alone.

Anonymous asked: Why don't you just get back together?

Because I’m too weird and he won’t want to. WHY AM I GETTING ANONS NOW? Why can’t you ask normal things like my fav color?